Mein Blog

Hey blogger, I just had a wonderful night with Jennifer. We got to bed at 2 in the morning but I think it was definately worth it. I'm exhausted though because I got up at 7:30 this morning. It's still tough trying to sleep on a singles bed with your girlfriend. We went to the mall and saw 300 yesterday which is honestly just incredibly funny the second time you see it. The movie theater was really loud to so I think that took away from the epicness.
She and I are taking the next two days off from each other to get a shit load of school work done. We're always so busy but she will be coming by again tonight to spend one more night next to me.
I /have/ to work out today. It's not optional, I need that feeling of working out for my mental health. I've been sick these past three days and it's sucked.
Well, I still have a lot of work left. Take care and I'll talk to you later

School

Hey mein blog. Schools going well and not well at the same time. Classes and labs are getting harder but I think I'm doing better in all of them. Now my dynamics professor wants a word with me. I can only hope it's to congratulate me on my hard work and offer me an internship or something. (x_X)~o <---- that is how I feel
Tonight Jennifer and I are going to hang out and I think that will be about my limit of hanging out with her for this week. I can only cross my fingers John will be gone so that she and I can spend a couple hours of "alone" time somewhere private. I <3 her.
So, wish me luck today blog. Talk to you later.

Mein Blog Again

Hey mein blog. Today is going to be a busy day because I'm sick and I have an exam :(
I even have to miss karate but with Jennifer talking about sex and pregnancy I doubt I'd be able to concentrate anyways. I'm going to go to my test, I'll write more later.

Limits

I believe that everyone has a limit to how far they can mentally push themselves. I know I'm not at my bodies limit because I could exercise for at least another 2 hours today. And I know I haven't met the limit of studying but still my mind breaks down and I play games and don't study. I think it's because I push myself so far on the weekends with homework and studying I burn myself out on work and need to relax the rest of the week. It's strange but I think everyone has a physical limit and a mental limit to every activity. There may even be other limits like emotional limits I haven't thought of. I don't know if these limits are something we can work on but they certainly exist. I definately hit them all the time. I guess I'll go relax, although I'll feel bad I'm not working.

Goodnight

Hey blogger, I just thought I'd say goodnight. It's been a long day with some good and some bad. A little too much video games today so I'm going to try and watch that tomorrow. But I definately had a good work out and got some studying done Hopefully enough (x_X)~o. Pat even called me today which was really nice, hopefully I'll actually have time to talk to him soon.
Just wish Jennifer was here but she's got a lot of work to do.
I'm going to turn in for the night.

Tuesday Night

Hey blog. I had 2 and a half hours of karate tonight and I'm just wiped. I also have an exam tomorrow in my hardest class and I really need to do well this time :(
But not all is lost, things are going well with Jennifer and I. It's funny because we both describe ourselves as "physical" people but we rarely do anything. I think it's because with so little time outside of school to see each other we just really want to enjoy being with each other instead of being /on/ each other. She is the sweetest girl though, I feel really lucky.
I also feel really stupid though because I accidentally punched myself in the nuts when I tried to catch the soap I dropped in the shower. That's right, I punched myself in the testes. I was washing my face and I dropped the soap and it fell in line with the center of my body. Everything became like slow motion as I reached my arm around while bending over to try and catch it. My hands were curling into a cup to grab it and with me arching over and swinging my arm in a wise circle everything came together for a strong punch and after missing the soap that punch continued on a perfect line right into my right testicle. Anyways, glad I could share that with everyone. I guess I'll play some games. Goodnight!

Tuesday

Mein blog, I finally topped out 40k experience on bf2. Only 10k more and I get my last weapons to unlock and I'll probably have milked the fun from that game like I milked the joy from the chocolaty nipple of life. Not much on my agenda to do today, just study for some tests tomorrow and maybe do some work on study abroad. This weekend was a lot of hard work but things are going good. Take care and I'll talk to you later... mein blog.

Monday Night

Hey mein blog. I did a lot of work today and just downloaded most the sound tracks of 300 which is the best fucking movie ever. Just thought I'd write that today was a good day. Goodnight.

Tonight

Hey mein blog. Things went really well tonight. I took Jennifer out from the rain and gave her some dry clothes then later we met with her friend and got some food and a great conversation. I love her friends, they're really awesome. She and I talked and I think things are going to be really good. I hope she gets all her studying done.
With any luck I'll see her tomorrow for an early morning swim so goodnight and wish me luck.

Jennifer

Hey blogger. I'm running into some problems with Jennifer. She and I are having problems working out times to be together and schools not helping either of us. I think I wouldn't have to call so much if she came over regularly or slept over at my place but neither of our roommates (especially hers) would deal with that. I might talk to Jonathan about it but even then she and I have vastly different sleep schedules. I really hope I'm not starting to want sex from her too much. That might be a factor in why I want to see her so much. That and I think I'm falling in love. I'll give both those thoughts some time though.

Sunday Night

Last post of the night. Everything has been ok today. It started off better than it ended anyways. I got a lot of work done, still not everything I wanted to get done. I don't know if I'm biting off more than I can chew or if I'm lazy. Basically it ended with me playing 3 hours of battlefield 2 and frankly that game is boring me. I think there is some other need it fulfills but I have never been able to figure it out yet. Tomorrow should be better. I get to see my beautiful girlfriend and finish the work I started. I hope everything goes well tomorrow.
Goodnight mein blog.

sunday night

Hey blog, it's me again.
Jennifer seems pretty attached to me so I decided to take the day off and hang with the guys. I've got a lot done but I'm a little worried about Jennifer. She seemed to get really depressed when she's left alone for too long. I'm glad we have good communication or we'd be dead by now. I definately intend to tell her everything no matter what. If I can stay open and honest with her about everything I have a shot at making this work out. I just hope she's ok. I'll do something nice for her tomorrow.

Sunday morning

Hello again mein blog. It's a good day to meet you.
Today I have to do my laundry, work on study abroad, do dynamics reading and homework, do material science homeowork, do material science lab work, do my laundry, work out and anything else that might pop up.
Depressing, despondant, woeful and other synonyms for sad. Oh well, that's life. Doing all that work will make me feel damn good though.
Poor Jennifer seems to be getting really emotionally attached to me, hopefully staying separate for today will make her feel better. I love spending time with her but even I have my limits. She's so cute though...
Anyways, I'd been thinking about e-mailing her today but I think it would be better for both of us to just stay separate to make sure that we both have lives away from each other. I love her, but sometimes you have to do what you have to do.
Take care mein blog, we shall meet again soon...

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Tonight

Dear blog, I think I'm going to take a walk to clear my head. It might do me some good, at least a little better than playing games. Talk to you later, maybe tonight or tomorrow.
goodnight blog

Saturday Night

So mein blog we meet again. It's a late night and I really want to play battlefield but I know I have a lot of work to do this week. Study abroad looks like it's going to be tough and it's even harder to find time to work on it with Jennifer. I might have to go it alone tomorrow but I'll give planning it with her a try first. Friends are going pretty good too, I saw kay today which was nice and I might be able to play games with nyugen later. I'm just exhausted and I've been putting on weight. I think it's muscle but I never wanted to be heavier than 155 and now I'm 162. Lost a belt size though after spring break.
I don't know, school just seems to difficult sometimes it annoys me. I want to play games and have fun too like any normal person. I guess I'll play some games tonight and work even harder tomorrow. Work hard, play hard. That's life.
Goodnight blog.

Mein blog

Hellow again mein blog. My reading was a boring success but unfortunately I still have more crap to do before I finish with my work. Maybe I'll get my fix of bf2 later tonight. Sometimes that game is really fun and sometimes it's fucking ridiculous. I find it strange that an AK-47 can out shoot a remington model 700 sniper rifle. But hey, considering they titled the next game 2142 because someone randomly said it during a think tank meeting I should be happy there was any design concept behind bf2 at all. It's still really fun.
Oh look, someone has called me. Hmm, I wonder what Jennifer wants.
Talk to you later blog. take care

Saturday Morning

So I had a long discussion with my friend and girlfriend this morning and I've begun to realize I spend way too much time talking to people and far too little time saying anything meaningful. I had begun to speak to all my friends partially out of habit. So now I have created you blog, I have brought you to life so that I can relieve my mind of my thoughts without engaging in long conversations that cause me to become emotionally needy. I think calling people less will free up a lot of time and move my relationships with my friend and girlfriend towards a more moderate feeling of normality.
Lately she and I have had impeccable timing on our thoughts about one another. From thinking we've been spending too much time together to our thoughts on physical activity and just random stuff in general it really feels like we're on the same page. I think she and I have a lot in common. I get worried when I don't talk to people daily and get some constant gauge on their mood but I think it's important to realize that I can let someone go and they wont leave.
I'm sure things will be getting better daily, I'm definately working hard and I think it will pay off. Speaking of which I'm really behind on my homework so I need to go ~sigh~.
Perhaps I shall return later tonight and tell you something then blog.