So I had a long discussion with my friend and girlfriend this morning and I've begun to realize I spend way too much time talking to people and far too little time saying anything meaningful. I had begun to speak to all my friends partially out of habit. So now I have created you blog, I have brought you to life so that I can relieve my mind of my thoughts without engaging in long conversations that cause me to become emotionally needy. I think calling people less will free up a lot of time and move my relationships with my friend and girlfriend towards a more moderate feeling of normality.
Lately she and I have had impeccable timing on our thoughts about one another. From thinking we've been spending too much time together to our thoughts on physical activity and just random stuff in general it really feels like we're on the same page. I think she and I have a lot in common. I get worried when I don't talk to people daily and get some constant gauge on their mood but I think it's important to realize that I can let someone go and they wont leave.
I'm sure things will be getting better daily, I'm definately working hard and I think it will pay off. Speaking of which I'm really behind on my homework so I need to go ~sigh~.
Perhaps I shall return later tonight and tell you something then blog.
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